🧁Grendel🎈 @Grendel@plush.city

Grendel here, known mostly for being a very large rodent and other times as a very large horse named Blithe. Setting up here in case things ever go bad on other social medial platforms. Will probably spend most of my time writing day to day thoughts and/or kinky ideas that mostly revolve around expansion or whatever I feel cozy posting publicly.

I don't know what I want today.

That Tangled Shore theme still gets me good https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1BNC_rnpFb0

I'm tired but at least I'm not in the funk I was yesterday.

Still wish we had today off.

Don't really wanna game and act like nothings wrong with me today.

Please just let me have something for nothing like everyone else.

Feelings of exclusion are hitting me hard this weekend and it’s getting to the point where my only reaction was to just crawl back into bed when I’m not even tired, since that’s the only place I can be where I don’t feel the frustration of being alone when others get engagement on nothing.

It feels too hard to maintain interest when I’m getting the most muted responses, fucking anyone could take the five seconds to invite to anything they know I would have interest in.

Hitting 'pathetic fleshbag' levels of mood.

Y'all it sure is suspicious seeing two different Twitter accounts get some shitty copyright strikes that opt to suspend them rather then simply block the media and issue a warning.

So the new Noah Caldwell-Gervais video is not only pretty damn great about nailing what made both old and new GoW games great but also pins down something that I've always thought, that the inherently dumb/silly QTE bed sex just never made sense after the 1st time, or even after the 2nd since it was no longer a joke that almost makes the player question why they're even performing something so inherently stupid for a pittance of red orbs. GoW 3 just ruined that.

Well killed the mood tonight so that's just gonna hang over me.

Yeah still not feeling great

Y'all sometimes I just want someone to say its going to be okay.

Sure hope I don’t stay up in bed until 2AM again feeling way too much dread for everything.

I can tell this is not going to be a good week for me at work, and for keeping up on news regarding the latest shit.

If I survive until Friday I'm just gonna grab Link's Awakening and remain hidden for the entire weekend.

I do like the more realized take on an exploration area with replay and for farming materials that doesn't just involve hitting tempered mons that can kill you just by looking at you. Having your progression in one biome impact the level of another is pretty stressing though, and I imagine trying to rank just for getting one rare monster is going to be a big hassle.

Guiding lands quickly turns from a breezy paradise to dunk on low tier MR mons to a hellscape of violence and rapid escalation even as early as level 4.

Ya know, this is all probably a good excuse to make this my last year for MFF, and I was already going to let the lotto decide that for me depending on if I got the main hotel or not. Just wish getting in on established rooms at other cons wasn't such a hassle.

Thinking about that Big Debbie again https://youtu.be/fgkvhoXFuwA