🧁Grendel🎈 @Grendel@plush.city

Grendel here, known mostly for being a very large rodent and other times as a very large horse named Blithe. Setting up here in case things ever go bad on other social medial platforms. Will probably spend most of my time writing day to day thoughts and/or kinky ideas that mostly revolve around expansion or whatever I feel cozy posting publicly.

Pretty I’m just going to cancel BLFC if I can’t find others to fill this room space, already been kind of meh on going but I dunno if I can find space at FWA that’ll let me suit at that con.

Never a good night to get left alone with unkind thoughts, can’t sleep and my mind can’t stop thinking about any wrongs I’ve done onto others even when we both have moved on from it.

I really hope no one has ever tried to fit me into the ‘tech bro’ group, because I sure as hell feel repulsed by it, and I don’t make any where near the amount to what White McSuburb pulls from building software for police cameras or something.

Tired and longing to hang with others.

Wow just a few seconds of bad thoughts and I’m feeling like trash here.

Wish I wasn’t living so far from friends.

Stuck in a baaaaaaaaad headspace tonight.

So not looking forward to Spotify nerfing my free access.

Thinking back on too many rejection emails and now I don’t like any of my ideas if I can’t even make it stand out from a hundred others.

Finally cleared Hades with all the weapons at least once, so I guess I can start focusing on the modifier challenges for that sweet sweet titan blood.

Only pain is trying to find enough other mats like keys and gems for unlocks, the handout for those feel so slow right now and I don't know which materials I should be trading away for extras.

Also better is if you do a trial of the gods room and remember that "oh right the gods are petty shits but change their mind once you survive a brawl".

So decided to get Hades since I could get it for $10 on EGS and people this is probably the game I need from Supergiant Games since Baston. Leave it to them to make a dungeon run game with enough mechanics to keep me engaged.

Also the character designs are amazingly good and I love how all the Olympian gods and heroes are just there to root for you to get out of the underworld no matter how many deaths stop you.

Birthday rat 🍰🎂

How is it I can miss gym but also hate going there?

Wanna get outta this job and out of here but I have zero plans or any direction in life.

Really not looking forward to more calls to help desks tomorrow all over a goddamn forgotten password.

Maybe I'd take the precaution to remember it if I gave a fuck about this client and their shitty internal systems.