doctor✨badfeels @hystericempress@plush.city

The name's Bea. I live in the PNW with a dog and several strange animals who typically wear human suits. My interests include tabletop RPGs, cooking, card games, boxing, and swordfighting. I have a large variety of OCs, most of whom satisfy my sick sexual thrills, largely revolving around expansion. I'm not looking for any additional romance or flirting, so don't bark up that tree. Cool? Cool.

The disowned and disavowed heiress to the throne of the Adelberg Dominion, Rime was taken in by the privateer captain hired to exile her after she unwittingly activated a Keystone, an otherworldly artifact that gives those cursed by them supernatural dominion over the domain they govern. Now, as the bearer of the Bubble Keystone, she works to undo the systemic damage done by her family's greed.

Loves snow-cones, hates colonialism. Changes size and shape regularly. Incredibly extra.

hey why not have a music thread here, since I had one on twitter? gonna open with a recent favorite; Keiki Kobayashi is one of my favorite composers working in the industry, and they really knocked it out of the park on this one. Check out "Daredevil" from Ace Combat 7, ideally on headphones: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-kVdCaczLE8

Let's get introduced to Dr. Carol Barreau, formerly a genetics researcher on the slowly-deteriorating generation ship Everest; presently, the pilot of an immensely powerful alien war machine, the Shaoh-Ra, following a first contact scenario that saw her partially-mutated into a simulacrum of its previous pilot.

tends to be coolheaded but energetic, with a sharply witty edge. slowly adapting to being a soldier instead of a scientist. will club you if you ask if she 'hates mondays.'

also since this is relevant to my account: unless otherwise tagged as someone else, assume all art I post is done by @Daikanu

feelin' not very good

been a couple weeks for the music thread; my current jam is all about that Guilty Gear, though. Baiken's theme from Xrd Rev 2, "Rokumon," is still one of my faves; I particularly love how it uses recurring hooks and riffs from her prior theme, "Momentary Life," in new contexts: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kre7LgmMIhw

but I'm a genetic freak, and I'm not normal

I'm very tired of being broke, very tired of watching things get worse for people I care about, very tired of people who think they're smarter than me telling me everything is hopeless, very tired of constant, soul-draining negativity leaking in from every goddamn direction, and... really, I'm just 'very tired' in general

so to sum up what's going on with me right now:

* money is really tight because we had an exorbitantly huge power bill drop on us out of nowhere and money I thought I had for myself has to be spent elsewhere

* as the seasons change my mood has abruptly taken a nosedive because of seasonal affective bullshit

* most of my close friends are in rough patches right now that I'm powerless to do anything about

masto I love you but for god's sakes please give me a 'hide this post' function

have entered the phase of my life as a furry where I spend literal hours watching videos of big cat rescues on youtube and nodding sagely any time a lion makes a noise

fucked around in the code vein character generator and while I went for 'punk rock,' I ended up with 'streets of rage stage boss'

the thing about a depressive swing that always gets me is how fundamentally pointless it is. it isn't like anything external to me or internal to my emotions actually -changed-, I just randomly ran short on some particular component of my brain chemistry and now I have to feel shitty, bland ennui and self-loathing for a while until it replenishes on its own. this isn't news or anything, but god, it's tiring.

thing in Daemon X Machina's favor #1: oh hey, it's effectively an Armored Core game, including the same design team, but with more polish and a slick art style

thing in Daemon X Machina's favor #2: holy shit I can actually do anime afterimage technique bullshit for real, but in a giant robot

really looking forward to eventually not being woken up by loud, clanky construction noises directly underneath my bedroom

now I can finally send this game to live on a farm upstate with all the other 4Xes that don't live up to Alpha Centauri's legacy

it took me until like 2467 and I had to get into two wars with fallen empires to manage it, but I finally, -finally- got a goddamn federation victory

I think, at last, I can officially say I've mined this game for everything I possibly can

*laughs in Arclight Phoenix*

cookum

oh hold up this card bangs actually??? a hasty 1/1 for 1 in colorless with a relevant combat trick stapled to it is nice anyway, but also: 1) counts as a Food for Food synergies, 2) it's an artifact, and 3) it is straight gas in a Cavalcade of Calamity build

as a small side project to keep us sharp for larger stuff(and something to do on slow days), I've been running a 2-person Numenera campaign with @Daikanu. me being me, my character is a weird frog mutant, so have a WIP of that

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KkVj6eEVpAs - aw shit, NOW I might play Iceborne